audition audition...

i auditioned for a musical my church is putting on....

im not sure why i did since i can't really sing AHAHAHAH but im excited!

Jubilee is putting on a musical - Joseph and the technicolour dreamcoat.... they bought all the rights and are going to be putting on a huge production that will happen in May.

the auditions included a voice piece we learned there and a 32 count dance we learned in the moment as well...i really enjoyed all this...ahhahah

im excited to go back to toronto because i am going to continue with acting, etc. korea has made me feel more confident in media.

i find out what part i got or didnt get next week....WOOOT!

the skinny fat girl.

so i didnt manage to do the cleanse. couldnt find any laxative tea so didnt even try. i guess i wont do it until i go to canada or until someone can mail me some laxative tea.
this past week all i did was eat. hanging out at sarah's meant eating non-stop! seriously! lol but the food was SO GOOD! sarah has an oven so she is always cooking some kind of amazing food!! and susie makes the best strawberry pie!! gahhhhhhh! i must have gained a pound or two from eating such rich foods! i can still fit into my jeans though, which i really thought i wouldnt be able to because i feel soo fat from eating like a monster hahahah but i guess i just have a weird body...like how do i wear a size 28?? SERIOUSLY. i dont understand either *sigh* i guess all my fat goes to my arms or something. gross. my lower body stays so skinny its freakish. but my upper body is that of a fat girl. ewww. its back to the gym and regular healthy eating on monday! WOOT!

the master cleanse

okay, i will seriously start tomorrow. i meant to start 4 days ago, and kept partially starting and messing things up because it's basically impossible to avoid food in korea. the first time i messed things up was because i forgot...and ate a bite of cake that was given to me at work...and other times people just keep feeding me, taking me out to lunch, dinner, coffee, everything!! GAHHH and i can't exactly say "oh im fasting for 10 days" without people thinking im either a psycho or a psycho with a serious eating disorder...gahhh hopefully i can avoid people and food like the plague this week.
i read up on the master cleanse and it makes you 'sick' and its definitely the cayenne pepper that does it because i've been 'sick' the past few days since i've partially been on it. and my nasal passages have been clogged with mucus. AHHAHA sick. but it will probably get sicker when i am FULLY on the cleanse. i actually think its way better that i had the partial 4 days because i think it has prepared me for the cleanse/fast so hopefully it will be easy or easier at least....